Chapter 9
bumps: bumps
It’s morning when I return to Father. The weather is as dreary as his disposition.
I’m his daughter, but I must wait my turn, after the acolytes and inamoratas. I pity those who desire his audience. Most fall between vapid and resigned.
A brave few are too disgusted to put on their best face. They’re the pragmatists of the bunch, I like them. They remind me of my mother, not that I ever knew her. I just know she was like that.
The queue dwindles, and it’s my turn to receive the gift of parenting.
I tower over Father. He smells like dried grass, and is a personality.
did you: visit your sister
Would I be here if I didn’t?
tell: tell: confess: confess
The Archangel agreed-
confess: confess-
She agreed! We’re moving to the water! Allow me the dignity of a response!
That shuts up him for a heartbeat or two.
I’ve been staring at Father this entire time.
I could rip his head off, if I wanted to.
I’d be dead by nightfall, but he’d be dead, too.
Everyone would be fine for a few months. Even those who put me in the dirt would breathe a little easier.
But then, unannounced, he’d come back.
The Prince of Scum would rise from the dead and kill everyone who broke rank. My sisters would go first: negligence of duty, I suppose.
So many would die, just because I can’t tolerate a single conversation with Father.
Fortunately, his attention span is as short as his appetites are foul.
sport: sport
Yes, The Archangel adjusted our trajectory.
He would’ve known that had he paid the slightest attention.
It’s prudent to visit the river anyway. Dorset picked up some deep-earth fluttering: nothing tectonic, likely irrelevant.
bumps: bumps
He’s had so many daughters, I’m not sure he can tell us apart. Out of performative fatherhood, he flatulates a feeling.
haven’t been to the river lately: looking forward to sport-
I’m already walking away.
Save the rotting star, this sunrise is weak.
I should rip his fucking head off.

Outro: Uffie – “First Love”
